| Burn me alive.... |
[23 Feb 2005|11:34pm] |
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so this week will be veeeeeeeery stressful. i have to go do my damn stupid income tax inwhich ill get like shit back cuz the stupid ass companies that i worked for took like umm lets see nothing out of my pay checks. stupid idiots. so i am kinda pissed bout that considering we are all in a bind with rent. and now we might get evicted because of my two other stupid roommates that dont like to work...i mean dont get my wrong and shit i dont have a job but hey all the the money i get goes to fucking rent and shit. they have fun going out and eat and shit. While me and monica are sittin here trying to cover for their ass. so iono we have unti friday to come up with 950 dollars. so its an if if situation we might have it or we might now. so yeah shit will be beyond stressful. I am an idiot and i have been playing nothing but starcraft. god i am stupid haha i should be doing some grafix or downloading some music. damn music pirate me ;). So i am gettin sick of these stupid communities *cough* *cough* Norma jean *cough* *cough*. stupid kids saying how bad they miss the old norma jean cd...how fucking lame. these kids need to get a fucking life if they dont like it they should listen to it. but hey those are kids for you these days. so yeah i am outro..new layout coming soon! ha how many days have i been saying that for? Lmao
Dante
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| i cant wait to hear you scream! |
[19 Feb 2005|11:48pm] |
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AHAH! another entry from me. so a lot of stuff has been going and i am really lazy so i dont care to share. ha so youll have to deal with it and wait until i am willin to write in this thing to find out. on a better note new layout coming soon. not sure what is going to be but we will see.
Dante
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[11 Jan 2005|02:25pm] |
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I have the new comeback kid cd and its sick so far...anyone jealous?? haha
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[10 Jan 2005|05:55pm] |
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My livejournal will be down for a couple days while i get a new layout and what not up. so be patient it will be up.
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| HEY WHAT DO YOU KNOW A UPDATE FROM DANTE! HA |
[09 Jan 2005|04:31pm] |
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Ok so back by popular demand...hahah yeah right. dude livejournal is so dead these days. thats why i dont really write in this anymore. i think at times its kinda pointless and i dont have the energy to sit here and write every lil thing out. but an update on what i have been up to. haha nothing at all i have been up to. it kinda sucks..05' hasnt been that great for me. my car broke down at the end of 04' and we still dont have the money or even know whats wrong with it,which sucks. I havent go to any shows cuz of money issues and the fact that half of san diego wants to kill my cuz of some douche bag named aaron. I just got over the stupid stomach flu which put me thru the most pain i have ever been thru. it sucked cuz i woke up at 5 one morning puking and then later that night was puking up my blood. so i was rushed to the hospital where i didnt get seen for like 2 hours. When i did get seen they tried to put a IV into one of my arms and the stupid guy couldnt find the vein cuz i was dehydraded, (think thats how you spell it) so he was sitting there sticking the fucking needle farther and farther in my arm...at which i am bout to cry my eyes out at this point. and then he finally goes i cant find the vein ill have to make a new hole. i was like dude. so then he makes another hole and he finds the vein and starts drawing blood.he took like 5 tubes of blood! like i have that much to spare cuz you know i am throwing up blood. so then he hooks me up to an IV and gives me this other shit in my IV..and within like 2 mintues i am tripping the fuck out. i feel like i was faded as fuck. i was feeling pretty good. and then i started tripping out and telling monica that we need to go and that i needed to get the fuck out of this place and that i wasnt comfortable. i almost started to cry. What made it worse was that i couldnt keep my eyes open. so yeah that sucked. So by that time the stupid nurse guy comes back with this tube and a glass of water. guess where that tube was going? ha up my nose to my stomach. which sucked cuz that hurt so fucking bad. i was throwing up while that shit was going down. I dont even want to go into detail with that cuz i really dont want to relive that. so yeah anywayz we sat there until like 1 in the morning and they fed me 4 IV bags! they wouldnt let me go cuz my heart rate was too high. so one doctor just let me go. so iono. so i am going to have a huge fucking bill for all this shit and i need to get medcal or how every the hell you spell it. i am all better now and i am bored as fuck. my car is still broke and i have no money. so yeah i think i am going to change my layout on this stupid thing..but its not like anyone even cares anywayz. maybe i should go back to writing in my suicidenotes2u on. iono we will see. i am going to head out now maybe ill update again in 2006?! haha iono we will see.
Dante
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[31 Dec 2004|01:13pm] |
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As we fight - I bury my head in my hands |
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so anyone going to soma want to give me a ride?
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[17 Dec 2004|12:13am] |
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Damn i am so gettin sick of all these girls thinking they are so fucking hardcore because they listen to "atreyu" and unearth is so hardcore. pssh half the people out there havent even listened to real hardcore. this whole scene is becoming bullshit. I read this one thing the norma jean community where they were talking bout the new norma jean. and in one comment some guy was talking bout how the new norma jean sounds like every other band out there. but wtf old norma jean sounds like every other band out there. i fucking dont get kids these days. but whatever. So moving on...my car is a piece of shit and it is broken down because of a broken fuel pump. bullshit cars....i also have no fucking money for christmas so fucking christmas. everyone has totally overlooked the real reason of christmas. this whole world is nothing but bullshit. i am out of here. cant you tell i am pissed?
Dante
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[10 Dec 2004|03:57am] |
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I need some more livejournal friends :(
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[22 Nov 2004|06:19pm] |
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So i have been stressin wayyyyyyyy to hard these days. sorry for the lack of updates its just i sleep all day and i go to work at night. so yeah i kinda have no life right now. so yeah the reason for this update is cuz i have new pics of myself and of the summers end show i went to. so yeah
Dante
( Shoot myself in the face for you... )
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| Friends cut anyone? |
[10 Nov 2004|12:32pm] |
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So since no one has the time to read my shit considering i comment on a lot of peoples shit i might consider doing a friends cut and going friends only! hmm its a possibablity. So i am kinda bored but i am kinda not cuz i am downloading music to put on my ipod. which is fucking sick as fuck because i have like 300 songs so far and ia m really diggin it. I have been looking at a lot of my friends entries on here and i noticed that i dont know a lot of you people that added me. so if your new and added me please leave me a comment telling me about yourself. that will be really cool, considering a lot of them live in the san diego area. Oh yeah and umm i have a new layout so come check it out. i am making like 600 to almost 700 bucks at my new job. its pretty chill because i got promoted to the backroom team. what sucks tho is that i work at night so i sleep all day. so it kinda sucks altogther. maybe ill quit when i get out of debt and shit. but we will see. so yeah i am going to go now and sit around. comment on my entries damn it!! alright lates.
Dante
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| Perseverance |
[04 Nov 2004|08:39pm] |
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So guess who got promoted to back room team?! yeah thats right i did!! ha and what i have only been on the job for about a week? the only bad thing is they beefed up my hours hardcore. So i am one of the last people to leave. which is fine with me...but when your wearing a pair of pumas that dont have much padding, then yeah you kinda want to go home. by the time i got home my legs and feet were dead. i have a huge blister on my little pinky toe. but besides that work is cool as fuck. I got home around like 7:30 today because we got some McDonalds before we went home. so i ate all that shit up and then went to bed. got up around 10 to go to the bathroom and then came back and went back to sleep. i woke up and i was tripping out beacause i woke up and it was dark. so i wasnt really sure if i dreamt getting up or even going to work. so i got up and it was 5 and i decided to start my day. haha i mean night. I tried to fix my fucking ipod but it turns out i need windows 2000 or XP. so i have to get that gay bullshit. But its on when i get that shit working. ill have so music on it. Oh and i am making a new layout for lj. so keep watching for it. but i think i am going to go now. update later.
Dante
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[31 Oct 2004|09:46pm] |
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So i got up at like 12 again today...after that i went to go search for my pumas again. this time went to fashion valley were i went to journeys and they had the shoe just not in my size. Then we went up to this shoe store and they had my shoe! but it was only in 8 so i was like hey what the hell lets try it on. to my luck it didnt fucking fit. so i was beyond pissed. So i went to footlocker and they had these white ones i was going to get but i got these navy blue ones that pretty much look black. Monica was going to these black ones witha pink stripe. i would have gotten them if i was a girl. haha so yeah then we left the mall and as when i was crossing the street this white trash van drives by and goes "faggot" It was quite funny i think....but it made me wonder why they were screaming that....maybe because i look emo but i probably listen to harder music then you do? yeah probably. So then after that we went to go see saw. That movie sucked! like seriously it was so lame. the ending was so unrealistic and the acting was lame as fuck! everyone was laughing when the guy thought he was killing his wife. but ya...well then we came home and now i have to get ready to go to work! but thank god i dont have to work tomorrow. ha oh and then i scared the shit out of myself listening to evp's on the computer. if you dont know what those are you should go and search on google what they are. They are recordings of dead people talking. its soooooo fucking scary. so yeah. but i am out so ill update later.
Dante
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| Scarlet Paint And Gasoline... |
[30 Oct 2004|10:12pm] |
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So i went to bed at like 4 last night and got up around 2 almost 3. Monica got her check so we decided to go out and buy some things. We first started at the store buying soda and then we decided to go to hillcrest to mints(a shoe store) and they didnt have the god damn puma's i wanted which was bullshit. Then we went to off the record and we got like 6 sick ass posters (bury your dead and dead to fall) and i also bought dear mr. gravedigger's album. And then from there we went to horton plaza to go look for my puma's. by my luck they didnt have the size i wanted, which was fucking bullshit. so we left that place and went to the chula vista mall which had shitttttt. so i am kinda pissed that i couldnt find my shoes. Ill post a pic of them at the end of this. i like them, but i should have just got my vans. But oh well, such is life. So now i am at home downloading some children of bodom to put on my mini disc so i can listen to it at work. They are really chill about listening to music there..since at the last target i worked at didnt let us have shit and i stole shit there like crazzzy. So yeah...tomorrow we are going to go to the dickies outlet to find those shoes and hopefully they have the size i want or i am going to throw a fucking shit fit. and then we are going to go to the movies where we will see saw and seed of chuckie and probably the grudge again. And then i think i work tomorrow night so we will see. but i am going to head out. OH! and remember all to turn back your clocks!
Dante
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[29 Oct 2004|05:56pm] |
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[28 Oct 2004|09:57pm] |
ok so i have to go to work now...but i just wanted to say i see that people are adding this journal. i am going to do friends cuts to people who dont leave comments and or keep in touch. keep that in mind.
Dante
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| Anyone can find the same white pills.... |
[28 Oct 2004|03:42pm] |
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hmm so yeah not much to write in here. just trying to add some of my old friends on here and stuff like that. added one pic that is pretty stupid in my info. haha so dont be mean and shit. but if you are then oh well not like i really care. haha, so i got up around 1 for the second day.but hey i work at night so i am allowed too! But then besides that its just sitting around until its time to take a nap and then get up and get rdy to go to work again. Listening to the new jimmy eat world shit and the only track i am only digging is "pain" I wonder why? hmm could it be because they play it out on mtv? yeah maybe...but the rest is so fucking emo. So i know i kinda stopped writting in my other journal thats kinda because i was on myspace all the time. and now thats kidna getting old too. Plus i have a tooooon of people that talk shit and i have about 2 crews wanting to kickt he shit out of me because one of there members that i have known forever. He talks shit to me i talk it back and he runs to his little friends and tells them. sounds pretty stupid huh? yeah it kinda is. So now i cant go to shows and shit, because they are all scene and shit and they have to be every frickin show. so its all pointless, plus i am tired of playing this "hardcore" act..thats the most stupidest of all. how everything is so concerned about how "hardcore" they or other people are. it means shit and its nothing but a label. so i dont know. but i am going to go now and eat something cuz i havent eaten in like 3940892834098324 hours. so ill update later.
Dante
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| Walk off stage.. |
[27 Oct 2004|07:05pm] |
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So I have a site load of bugs right now to figure out. but hey might as well start writting in livejournal right? yeah considering there arent a lot of people on here anymore and its pretty lame how people talk shit over this god damn thing..but thats how things go right? oh wellz such is life.
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